Sunday, June 8, 2008

relief

This weekend was one full of activity. I did not cry or bemoan my life. I worked in the garden, worked in my bedroom. I cooked and cleaned. I saw friends, I went out to lunch and out to a band with friends I haven't seen in a long time.

I was honest about my difficulties and received support. I still had some disappointment but overall, I was relieved. I was thankful that I had gone to graduation, glad I saw Evan, and my other Evan. I am aware that people like me at work and want to spend time with me. This is what it feels like to not be depressed all the time. It is what hope brings. Besides, I bought an electric lawn mower. AWESOME.

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