Thursday, February 21, 2008

owen is a good comfortor

so being at home and crying all day, i was in bed with owen. he came on the bed yelling at me, i imagined he was saying something like, what is going on? why are you home? don't cry. he laid on my pillow and went to sleep. i am so glad he is still with me.

i will go to the shrink today who i imagine will tell me what an idiot i am being for continuing to be upset over someone who has told you he wanted and needed space from you. do you have some machocistic streak that hobs you will have to be put in a place of remembering in case i forgot that i am in fact unable to stay away from him.

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